The worlds forgotten, the words forbidden.

Saturday, June 30, 2007 6:36 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

Like I've promised,I will share with you more.

This time is about Satans & Jinns.

Well I got to know that all Jinns aren't as evil as Satans.
Jinns were divided into 2 groups.
Muslims & non-muslims.
As for the muslim Jinns,they disguise like humans sometimes.

Muslim Jinns go around to advice people.
But for the Satans & the non-muslim Jinns,
they go around & make people think & do things in a negative way.

I got one very interesting story which my relief teacher,an ustaz told me.
He met a muslim Jinn.

Last year,there was a camp at one haunted madrasah school.
Or perhaps a mosque?
Or whatever it is.
Can't really remember.

My ustaz,was a game conductor.
The campers had to walk around that builiding.
A night walk.
At around midnight.

My ustaz was in charge of level 2.
Before the night walk began,my ustaz took ablution & prayed.
Then he felt better & wasn't feeling scared.
So then,the night walk began.

Group by grouped passed level 2.
Then came the last group,which consisted 8 people.
That was the last & final group.
His friend who were in charge of level 3 told him that there was no group left.

Then,strange thing happened,my ustaz saw someone.
It's hard for me to explain,I hope you will try to understand.
Well,that time,my ustaz was standing at the stairs,the below part.
The 'person' was standing at the stairs too,but he was at the top part.

He asked the person.

Ustaz: Who are you?

The person smiled & he came down the stairs.
Still smilling but he kept staring at my ustaz.
My ustaz couldn't see his legs.
`Cause it was dark at that moment.
The person wore white baju kurong shirt with black pants.

Then he walked infront of him.
My ustaz then tapped him on his shoulders.
His shoulders were cold as ice.
Quickly he put down his hands.

The strange person asked.

Unknown: Aren't you scared standing alone here?
Ustaz: No.
Unknown: If you are,say some prayers & think Allah.(While pointing up.)
Unknown: Don't worry,Allah is on your side.

Then he went down to level 1.
On level one,my ustaz's friend was there.
He heard the same conversation too.
His friend told him that after the strange person gave him some advice,
he went through a solid wall.

Next,another story.

My ustaz's friend's car broke down in the middle of a highway.
No cars,no one,he was alone.
His car ran out of petrol.
Then,a car came.
The strange person lent him some helping hand.

Then he anyhow godeh2.
After that,there was petrol.
Strange huh?
There will be no petrol unless you go to Esso,Caltex or whatever to fill up right?
Or,there will be petrol unless you go to Esso,Caltex or whatever to fill up right?
Got what I mean?

Then the car went straight into the forest.

The end.

5:57 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

Feeling so bored right now.

I changed my mind.

I wanted to go for the gig.

But when I called Imran,he told me he was at Peninsula already.

Shucks,I thought I could be a camera lady for a day.

It's been a long time since I did video recording. ):

Well,madrasah was fun & interesting then ever.

I learnt about Dajjal,the one-eyed monster or whatever it is.

Basically,Dajjal's eye isn't on the center of the forehead.

He got two eyes,like humans do,but his left eye is blind.

People believe that he lives somewhere in the Bermuda triangle.

On his forehead,there is a spelling in Jawi which says kafir.

He do exists.

I want to share with you a story which my relief teacher told me.

In those days of Muhammad's time,there was a little boy.

He was clever enough.

People thought that he was Dajjal in disguise.

So then,they told Muhammad S.A.W about that boy.

Then Muhammad S.A.W told Saiyidina Omar.

But one day,some hunters saw a cave & they went in.

They were shocked to see some kind of a monster which was Dajjal.

It/he was chained.

Then a conversation started.

Hunter: Who are you?
Dajjal: Who are you?

I forgot what the hunter replied.
Then the Dajjal asked the hunter.
Dajjal: Are people in Iraq living in peace now?
Hunter: Yes,they are.
Dajjal: Sooner or later (which is now),they will be living in chaos.

Yes,I do agree with that.
Dajjal: Is Iraq dry as a desert now?
Hunter: Yes,it is.
Dajjal: Sooner or later,Iraq will not be dry as a desert.

So,the people realised that the little boy wasn't Dajjal.

That's all I know about the story. (:

People say that when the armageddon day almost arrive,
Allah S.W.T will let Dajjal free
& Nabi Isa S.A.W will be looking for Dajjal to kill it/him.

Actually,I have more things to share with you.
But I guess I will do that in the next post.
Enjoy! (:

Friday, June 29, 2007 6:40 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

I want to be a freelance photographer can?

I want a Nikon D40x can?

I want an Adobe Photoshop CS2 can?

I just love taking beautiful pictures. (:

Thursday, June 28, 2007 6:30 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

Today I had an outing with some of the 2a-ians,Ruzzana,Herina,Jane,Clara & Tara.
Seriously,I really enjoyed just now.
They must be the friendliest people alive.
We went to Giant & had our lunch there.
Then we went around Giant.

After that,we proceeded to Ikea.
We played with the trolley & went around shouting & laughing out loud.
I'm really getting closer to all of them.
Especially Clara,she was the best!
Herina was caring. (:

I really like them.
Yes,all of them!
Those great people.
Can I go out with them again?
Please? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIN TOO!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 5:36 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

Accusations attacking me.

From every direction.

Angry corrupting you for some unknown reason.

Why you have decided to suddenly persecute me.

Is beyond my comprehension,

for I have done absolutely nothing to deserve this treatment.

It's just how tears fall over the soft lips of the abandoned,

sitting at the edge of the peer.

Loneliness is just another bird in the sky to those of us who can no longer cry.

Look at me & see my pain,accept it and don't make me explain.

You think you're broken?

My heart was crushed.

For death,dawn & dieing.

I know too much.

Every word’s a cut,every breath’s a bruise.

Every glance is a knife through my broken heart too.

What total Connection.

Feelings so rushed.

Who ever knew that is was all too much.

Though special to me to you,was just a ruse.

All I ever wanted was not wrongly accused by you.

-E E Q A

I just feel like dying right now.

Friday, June 22, 2007 7:06 PM N

& a drop of fuel for a nightmare.

I'M SUPER SAD!

I'll not be following Monotheism tomorrow
Cause Yana is not following! ):
Well,some other times?
Yana,if you're bloghopping,hope you'll read this.
I miss you fucking truckloads.

I was looking forward to meet you. ):